This photo and painting was shared by artist Gregg Chadwick. I was fortunate enough to learn about this photo because I recently joined the Buddha fan page on facebook. I joined their fan page after I learned of the PBS special that will air tomorrow night, Wednesday, April 7th - The Buddha: A Film by David Grubin. The documentary will be narrated by Richard Gere and will tell the life of Buddha. Insights will be shared by the Dalai Lama. And there will be conversation on meditation, the history of Buddhism, and how to incorporate the Buddhist's teaching of compassion and mindfulness into daily life.
You can learn more about it by visiting the PBS website.
Something about this photo captured me. Not only is the oil painting in the background absolutely mesmerizing ... something about the peaceful face of Buddha, the little girl in front of the painting ... my roots, my past, my innocence. I guess the little girl reminds me of me. It reminds me of a photo i cherish ... it's a photo of me when I was 3 years old, when my Papa was still alive and healthy, and when he held me in his arms. The little girl in me wants to believe what my mom has told me after he died when I was four: "Your Papa is up in heaven and he's on the right hand side of God." As an adult, I guess it doesn't matter to me whether he's on the right hand side or the left hand side ... just that he's with God and that he's up there, somewhere, in the heavens watching over me. It's interesting how my spirit yearns for both the teachings of Christianity and the teachings of Buddhism. Maybe christianity stretches my spirit up to the heavens, and Buddhism grounds me.
Buddha means "awakened".
God is defined by Merriam Webster as "the supreme or ultimate reality ... the Being perfect in power, wisdom, and goodness who is worshipped as creator and ruler of the universe."
My mind craves scientific data and facts. My spirit soars in mystery, faith and questions.
The age old question of Does God exist will continue ... I ask myself, "How can you believe in something you can't touch or feel?" My answer: "I don't know. I guess it's all I had as a child when darkness surrounded me. It was my mind, my imagination and my belief in something bigger that kept me alive."
I guess i'm grateful I don't have to see something to believe in something. I remind myself every morning when I meditate and focus on my breathing ... I can't see or even touch air ... yet, I know that it's there because I can breathe.
I would notice the absence of air. In the same way, I would notice the absence of God, and I would notice the absence of Buddha.
Namaste.... hope you'll join me tomorrow night in watching The Buddha on PBS.
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
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and today, I stumbled upon a book written by Jacob Needleman, What is God ... his introduction:
ReplyDelete"To think about God is to the human soul what breathing is to the human body.
I say to think about God, not necessarily to believe in God—that may or may not come later.
I say: to think about God.
I clearly remember the moment something deep inside me started breathing for the first time. Something behind my thoughts and my desires and fears, something behind my self, something behind “Jerry,” which was and is my name, the name of me, from my earliest childhood.
I can say this now, more than sixty years after my first conscious experience of this second breathing, this first breathing of the soul...."
I have ordered his book and am looking forward to reading it.
Marilou,
ReplyDeleteI stumbled across your blog today and found your poignant piece inspired by the sight of my painting. You write beautifully and I am touched by your strength and courage.
Thanks!
Gregg Chadwick
You know, you surprise me more all the time. You write so well, I enjoy reading your thoughts.
ReplyDeleteThis was your question;
The age old question of Does God exist will continue ... I ask myself, "How can you believe in something you can't touch or feel?" My answer: "I don't know. I guess it's all I had as a child when darkness surrounded me. It was my mind, my imagination and my belief in something bigger that kept me alive."
I have recently(the last 3 years) started to explore my belief system. I joined a church and have answered your question for myself. Our pastor wrote a book "Letters from a Skeptic" Greg Boyd. I have read it and feel that I have a more solid and definitive answer to how I can believe (have faith). The Bible is a history book where the whole story is told, factual incidents are shown.
I now feel so strongly about God and his wonders. I have the book on cd it is a quick one to listen to - 10 discs. If you would like to borrow it from me I would be happy to bring it to an event!
Thanks for your wonderful writing - you are truly a remarkable human!!
thanks Gregg and Sandy for both of your very kind words ... my life has been, and continues to be, such an incredible journey filled with discoveries and realizations that continue to open up my heart and touch my soul.
ReplyDeleteAnd Sandy ... the one thing I don't have much control over (or maybe I choose not to!) is my obsession with books ... i have a feeling I will be at a bookstore soon and will look for the book you mention :)